It’s February! Time for King Cake and LOVE!

 

8:42 PM        49

My Mood:

 

    Oh where did January go? Kinda glad to see it gone thou...2010 has not started out very well! I hope it starts to get better with this new month!
    I have been suffering with a head ache for over two weeks. I shouldn’t get head aches...I take Topamax which is for migraine prevention, that’s not why I take it, it is part of my depression regiment. I have tried Advil, Excedrin and Ibuprofen...As soon as it wear's off the head ache is BACK! UGHHH! My head pounds and I get nauseated! 
    Lovie called our doctor today and he called me something in, but Target had to order it so I will not have the meds till tomorrow, I can’t wait! Hope they help!
    To TOP IT OFF...This morning I woke and my lip felt like I had been smashed in the face! UGHhhhh FEVER BLISTERS! Three...That’s right THREE fever blister on my top lip! Just lovely! I look like I found some crack head in a back alley with some jacked up collagen and it went REALLY bad!
    Hope everyone in the WHO DAT’ NATION is gettin geared up for the BLACK & GOLD Super Bowl! WooT  Lovie bought me a Shockey jersey today, it’s like the ones the players wear on the field! I LOVE IT! He is getting his in on Thursday! So we are ready! WHO DAT’
    We have partaken in some Mardi Gras fun already also! We rode in our local parade with friends. That was the most fun! The music was jamming, the beads where flying, the drinks were flowing, the king cake was being passed around, the friends were laughing...It was great! Everyone should celebrate Mardi Gras!

Have a great night, I am off to bed soon...

 

Happy New Year...

1:36 PM  52

My Mood:

    Another year has passed...Things changed yet things stayed the same. Lovie and I are ready for this new year...Ready for a new challenges, adventures and life.
    Our Disney trip was magical as always! We couldn’t have asked for more...Lovie surprising me with buying The Disney Vacation Club for our anniversary was the highlight of the vacation! We bought in at The Animal Kingdom Villas! We are ready for our first visit back “home” YAY! 
    I have neglected my poor blog for too long...I have been sucked into FaceBook with all the fun games! I can’t stop! So I must show my lonely blog some much needed attention! I have much to share...But no time at the moment, so I will return and you can read about those adventures...Have a great rest of your day!

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Over the rainbow…

11:51 AM         87

My Mood:

    People work so hard to find their place in this world. Some try to hide, some try to blend in, some try to just fit in and some try to out shine everyone! I never have “found my place”. I am not sure what “type” I am either, I just try to be me. And I like to think that’s a good thing and that I’m respected and liked for that.
    I treat people the way I want to be treated back. But it seems people have lost respect, manners and morals these days. The are no consequences for anyone’s actions anymore, so people think they can just continue to keep on with their ugly ways toward others, say what they think, react they way they wish, ect...
    Life is a gift from God. The world has forgotten this. Each day is a blessing and you should treat it with kindness, love and live as it might be the last you will have. You never know when it will be the last for someone you love. Look around, this could be the last time you look at the person next to you, life passes fast,
    God has a plan for each of us and there is no stopping it. God is not being mean by taking a life, it’s just the way it is. So don’t take advantage of your loved ones while they are here with you.
    People are so quick to hear half the story and think that’s how things are and things will never change. They need to stop and think of the love that is there in the hearts and know that there in nothing but concern for them. Turning your back on your family must be a hard burden to carry...It’s one I will never have to worry about, I couldn’t do it.
    People come and go in our lives, some leave beautiful memories, some leave hurtful harsh scars. We force some out for reason’s that are needed and some just drift out of our lives for reason’s unknown and then some for reason on miss understandings. Force out the bad, let the free spirits fly and hold tight to the ones you don’t want to let go of...

    I don’t feel like stepping out into the world. I don’t feel like getting dressed. I don’t feel like cleaning my house. I don’t feel like smiling. I don’t feel like I deserve the wonderful life I have. I don’t feel like I have done anything good... It’s always my fault.     

It’s Saturday...

1:15 AM         79

My Mood:

    I’m feeling better. I went for my 8 weeks hair salon appointment, ran to Wally World then went to tan. I talked to my Momma on the way home and told her what was going on with me (I didn’t tell her because she wasn’t home, she was in NC visiting w/ my brother & family) Our talk was good, but she is hurting for me also. I reassured her I am ok, I’m just having a down time and that I will come out of this. It has nothing to do with any one, it’s just me.
   We have 102 days till our Disney trip! Lovie & I are getting excited! I am ready to start packing the camper NOW, but gotta wait till hurricane season is over with! UGHHH...Don’t even want to think about that! I have not looked at the weather much to see what the one storm is doing, I guess I better!
    Back to DISNEY! I can’t wait to take the girls to the gates of Animal Kingdom to have their pics take with the characters! And also at Downtown Disney  with Santa! SO exciting! I CAN NOT WAIT! That is our place to get lost and forget everything, and leave or sorrows behind...15 days! WooT
    Still up watching Big Brother After Dark, that’s my summer thing to do stay up till 2AM every night! LOVE my summer naps! I’m off to bed soon, hope everyone’s having sweet dreams...

That time of year, I guess…

3:50 PM         85

My Mood:

    I’m in a slump I guess. I don’t know what to say or how to explain, just feel like I want to crawl under the covers and stay for awhile. There is no reason for me to be this way, I am surrounded by wonderful friends, have the best parents and lots of good family members.
   I just feel empty a lil...I can’t relate to some people when they start talking about their home life with all their hectic day to day things with work, school, sports, dance, ect...I feel like I’m at a loss for words, I can’t connect, like I shut down. I don’t want to feel that way and feel bad when I do shut down, but what do I have to talk about? My fur babies are wonderful and do the cutest stuff, but I sound like a “crazy cat lady” when I go there! UGH
    And I’ve gotten to the point that I don’t like talking about my health, that makes me sound like I’m a hypochondriac! 
    I think I need a break. Lovie and I need to pack the camper and get the heck outta here for a bit! (better be carful what I’m wishing for with 2 tropical depressions out there huh!?) 
    Things could be worse and I feel guilty for moaning about my sorry lil problems, but we all get a lil lost sometimes and our batteries get low in our flash light. I think I need a recharge...A nice break from everything. 

Always low on the totem pole…

12:00 AM         82

My Mood:

    Lovie and I are so hooked on Big Brother After Dark on ShowTime! We watch every night ~*giggle*~ We also have the live feed on the net, but I keep forgetting to turn it on during the day! UGH...
    My chest pains are still haunting me. My GI’s nurse practitioner told to know my acid reflux med down from two in the AM & PM to one...Well, THAT ain’t gettin it! The chest pains are getting bad again! Soooo I put myself back on two in the AM and PM and will talk to my GI when I see him at the end of the month! I really don’t know how much more of these chest pain I can handle, the doctors NEED to find the problem before I drive myself even nuttier!
    We have been going to the river camp a lot this summer and have really enjoyed it! It’s nice to get away from reality for a few days and relax.

Camp Sweet Camp

Have a great night with sweet dreams!