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Over the rainbow…

11:51 AM         87

My Mood:

    People work so hard to find their place in this world. Some try to hide, some try to blend in, some try to just fit in and some try to out shine everyone! I never have “found my place”. I am not sure what “type” I am either, I just try to be me. And I like to think that’s a good thing and that I’m respected and liked for that.
    I treat people the way I want to be treated back. But it seems people have lost respect, manners and morals these days. The are no consequences for anyone’s actions anymore, so people think they can just continue to keep on with their ugly ways toward others, say what they think, react they way they wish, ect...
    Life is a gift from God. The world has forgotten this. Each day is a blessing and you should treat it with kindness, love and live as it might be the last you will have. You never know when it will be the last for someone you love. Look around, this could be the last time you look at the person next to you, life passes fast,
    God has a plan for each of us and there is no stopping it. God is not being mean by taking a life, it’s just the way it is. So don’t take advantage of your loved ones while they are here with you.
    People are so quick to hear half the story and think that’s how things are and things will never change. They need to stop and think of the love that is there in the hearts and know that there in nothing but concern for them. Turning your back on your family must be a hard burden to carry...It’s one I will never have to worry about, I couldn’t do it.
    People come and go in our lives, some leave beautiful memories, some leave hurtful harsh scars. We force some out for reason’s that are needed and some just drift out of our lives for reason’s unknown and then some for reason on miss understandings. Force out the bad, let the free spirits fly and hold tight to the ones you don’t want to let go of...

    I don’t feel like stepping out into the world. I don’t feel like getting dressed. I don’t feel like cleaning my house. I don’t feel like smiling. I don’t feel like I deserve the wonderful life I have. I don’t feel like I have done anything good... It’s always my fault.     

It’s Saturday...

1:15 AM         79

My Mood:

    I’m feeling better. I went for my 8 weeks hair salon appointment, ran to Wally World then went to tan. I talked to my Momma on the way home and told her what was going on with me (I didn’t tell her because she wasn’t home, she was in NC visiting w/ my brother & family) Our talk was good, but she is hurting for me also. I reassured her I am ok, I’m just having a down time and that I will come out of this. It has nothing to do with any one, it’s just me.
   We have 102 days till our Disney trip! Lovie & I are getting excited! I am ready to start packing the camper NOW, but gotta wait till hurricane season is over with! UGHHH...Don’t even want to think about that! I have not looked at the weather much to see what the one storm is doing, I guess I better!
    Back to DISNEY! I can’t wait to take the girls to the gates of Animal Kingdom to have their pics take with the characters! And also at Downtown Disney  with Santa! SO exciting! I CAN NOT WAIT! That is our place to get lost and forget everything, and leave or sorrows behind...15 days! WooT
    Still up watching Big Brother After Dark, that’s my summer thing to do stay up till 2AM every night! LOVE my summer naps! I’m off to bed soon, hope everyone’s having sweet dreams...

That time of year, I guess…

3:50 PM         85

My Mood:

    I’m in a slump I guess. I don’t know what to say or how to explain, just feel like I want to crawl under the covers and stay for awhile. There is no reason for me to be this way, I am surrounded by wonderful friends, have the best parents and lots of good family members.
   I just feel empty a lil...I can’t relate to some people when they start talking about their home life with all their hectic day to day things with work, school, sports, dance, ect...I feel like I’m at a loss for words, I can’t connect, like I shut down. I don’t want to feel that way and feel bad when I do shut down, but what do I have to talk about? My fur babies are wonderful and do the cutest stuff, but I sound like a “crazy cat lady” when I go there! UGH
    And I’ve gotten to the point that I don’t like talking about my health, that makes me sound like I’m a hypochondriac! 
    I think I need a break. Lovie and I need to pack the camper and get the heck outta here for a bit! (better be carful what I’m wishing for with 2 tropical depressions out there huh!?) 
    Things could be worse and I feel guilty for moaning about my sorry lil problems, but we all get a lil lost sometimes and our batteries get low in our flash light. I think I need a recharge...A nice break from everything. 

Always low on the totem pole…

12:00 AM         82

My Mood:

    Lovie and I are so hooked on Big Brother After Dark on ShowTime! We watch every night ~*giggle*~ We also have the live feed on the net, but I keep forgetting to turn it on during the day! UGH...
    My chest pains are still haunting me. My GI’s nurse practitioner told to know my acid reflux med down from two in the AM & PM to one...Well, THAT ain’t gettin it! The chest pains are getting bad again! Soooo I put myself back on two in the AM and PM and will talk to my GI when I see him at the end of the month! I really don’t know how much more of these chest pain I can handle, the doctors NEED to find the problem before I drive myself even nuttier!
    We have been going to the river camp a lot this summer and have really enjoyed it! It’s nice to get away from reality for a few days and relax.

Camp Sweet Camp

Have a great night with sweet dreams!

It’s is SUMMER TIME! ~*WooT*~

10:04 AM         82

My Mood:

    It is NOW summer time for Lovie & I...Big Brother started last night! YAY! We stayed up to watch it on Showtime after dark...But didn’t make all of it! HEHE We turn the TV off at 1:30 AM, it still had 30 mins left, oh well. We’ll miss it tonight with going to the camp OMGosh! 
    Our 4th of July party at the camp was so much fun! TnT stay all weekend with us. Most of their family came out and a friend that my BFF & I went to school with and his wife came out. We cooked, laughed and drank! Oh what a great time we had! Couldn't have ask for anything more!
    Yesterday I went to pick up ANOTHER pair of trial contacts! UGH...Then to tan, then to Wally World. I got out and headed to the door of Wally’s and I promise you I was not over come by the heat, but I saw a PIRATE coming out the doors! He had black pants, a button up shirt, red bandana on his head, a BLACK EYE patch (yeah you read that right!) and a black cowboy hat he shaped to look like a pirates hat! OMGolly! I wanted to take a picture SOOO bad, but there was no time to reach for my phone!
    He kinda wigged me out, so I walk away from him a lil, he walked towards me! Ekkkk! VERRA strange! The store was FULL of creepy strange men! Scary! LOL
    Well I guess I better get off my fannie and get out over night bag packed for the camp...Hope everyone has a fab weekend...Stay cool!

Peace & Love

RIP…To the King of Pop

1:12 PM         84

My Mood:

    I have been glued to the TV watching the memorial for Michael Jackson since 11AM. His friends are doing a wonderful job paying tribute to him with singing his songs, reading letters from one’s that couldn’t be there, ect...I just don’t get how when someone passes you forget the BAD things that happened in their life, they talk as thou the father was father of the year! UGH...
    When you mention the death of Michael, everyone wants to point out the BAD things...If we were not there to witness with our own eye’s what happened, who are we to say what happened. We do not have to answer for Michael. God will judge him, that’s not our job. He was in the public eye, EVERYTHING he did was aired out for everyone to see. We the lil people are lucky we get to keep our skeletons in our closets. RIP Michael...

 

We lost and true angel...RIP Farrah
you’re a true angel now with now more pain.